Author: Kenny's Goodness
Title: Dueling Views
Type of Work: poem
Source: CMv1 #77
© Copyright 2002 Kenny's Goodness
(Everything I really think in this poem is in italics and everything I say is normal. I hate how torn one can get over relationships. --KG)
Picking up my heart, bloodied and broken off the floor, I realized what happened
I never thought it would come to this
My emotions in a crumbled heap while you go on with life, nonchalant
Why did you have to hurt me?
Manipulating me was a pretty fucking fun game for you, huh?
I want to die
You fucking prick. I never should have gone back with you after the first time.
All I needed was your love
Why? Why am I such a moron? So naïve? So inexperienced to think that you were really interested in me again?
Your smiling face
That fucking ersatz adoration you had for me; you had it all out of need! Out of desperation! FUCKER!
Your gentle, sweet touch
You USED me. You pushed me down to bring you up. Fuck you. I hate you with all my being.
I wish you could see how much I still love you
I wish you understood the power in which I damn you to hell for all of eternity.
Take me back
I hope youre happy, you cocky-self righteous fuckface. You ruined me twice. You should be really fucking proud.
But I know you wont
I hope no one ever has to go through what I went through with you. No one deserves that, just like you didnt deserve me